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whatever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. Phil 4:8

Zone Thanksgiving

Have pretty much decent fun today at Thanksgiving.
Adam sang and so many in the audience crooned.
Saw so many different ones. Many I don’t know personally.
This must be the best Thanksgiving I have been in for the last 6 years in WL zone.
No emotional tears of what could have been.
Just a thankful and joyous heart. For the many friends that God placed to stand by me.

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R came back. Was very happy to see him. Kinda hope she came for it too.
She’d love the performances.
I hope this will not be my last Thanksgiving with WL zone *crossing fingers*

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Met Hendri today @ Hans near my place. Then to BBG. Saw many familiar faces. Was glad to be part of it. Met Mingming. She’s working in the same building. Rushing to see doctor. Different countenance. :)

Then to TCC @ City Link to have tea with Emilia. Enjoyed her company very much. Talked about her 9 day OBS trip and adventures in INdia. Quite a daring lady i must say.

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Things are well on my side. Never had a better day than today.
No. I’m not hostile. Maybe I thought you were. Still hope to have coffee with you some day.
Orange juice if you don’t like caffeine.

And yes, the photo is very nice.

You look very pretty in it. :>

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Fellowship of the Dim (Sum)

William Kane, Matthew Lester; Abel Rosnovski, George.

Hardy Hutajaya, Ho Kok Koon; Jimmy Ong, Samuel.

The difference? The former didn’t have supper together.
The latter growing tummies together in the name of fellowship.

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Just finished reading Jeffery Archer’s Kane & Abel. A solid 550 page well-crafted plot.
Good book. 1st novel I read since A’levels. First novel that I read on my own initiative.

Glad that I spent today well. Very well indeed. :>

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Defending Your Life

Watched the play @ MGS Auditorium last night. Sherilyn did an excellent job directing. Abstract enough to invoke thoughts:

What is there to defend about our lives?

1. Our life purpose
2. Joy (not happiness)
3. Meaningful relationships

If we are defending our lives, we are defending it from something or someone.

The devil has come to steal, to kill and to destroy.

To steal your purpose, to be a killjoy and to destroy every possible meaningful relationships you have.

Defend your life. Fight with all your might. Overcome the devil. We have a great heritage to back us up.

“… I have come that I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly”
John 10.10b

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Saw Elaine and Huanjie at the play. It’s been a while since we did the last project and St Andrew’s Junior. Was quite happy to join them. I would have been very much alone otherwise.

Elaine’s quite a lady. Learn from our conversation that she went to Cambodia for a mission trip to do a Christmas event for the church over there. (when will be my turn??!!)

Was relatively impressed by her attitude: Ditching her jacket, she rolled her sleeve to help clear the props and stage equipment and carrying chairs: all while in a skirt! Not to be outdone, I found myself carrying loads in a matter of moments.

I was glad to be in the midst of the AMK Methodist Church Youth Ministry (not sure if I got it correct). Totally enjoyed the warmth of the church family.

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Dead beat.
Just came back.
36 hours of back to back bday celebrations. save for some 3 hours sleep in between and work @ Borders on Christmas mornin’!

I want toblog and blogg and lgo and ghlg ….

anf blogand gblod .

tooo teired. gld toomrow. gdood night.. bloff tomrow.

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My 21 Year Old Reflection

The last twelve months had been one of the most intense period in my life. As the year comes to an end, I sit here counting my blessings. Looking back, I have so many things to be grateful for:

I am blessed, firstly, to share my birthday with the celebration of Jesus’. What an awesome privilege to be born on the day the birth of Immanuel is celebrated.

I am blessed, to be able to wake up every morning with working limbs and nimble fingers, without pain in any part of my body and able to wear a smile on my face. To be able to walk and run and swim. Able to eat and drink well. I must learn to take care of my health.

I am blessed, to have a Church where there is proper covering and liberty to worship Pa, where there are responsible leaders who are committed not just to attendance, but to the development of my character. My hats off to Sandra and Johnson- with their lives demonstrated perseverance in and yielding to God.

My heart trembles at Pastor Kong’s “iconic building in Singapore,” because I know it will come to pass. The word is spoken. What a joy to have him stand with me and give Pa an account of my life when I’m in heaven.

Very thankful also for the wonderful fellowship I enjoyed with the now defunc E346. Those birthday celebrations were simply amazing. And who would also have thought of playing water guns at our age?! Not to mention the many cooking sessions and overnights we had at Samuel’s house.

It makes me smile everytime when I think of the fun we had.

I am blessed, for my Morrie- Mike. You always have a word in season for me. Your walk with God exemplifies a life I want to lead. Responsibility, dependability and fatherhood are all hallmarks of your life. Thank you. You are a legend. My spiritual father.

Many of the good decisions I made in life had been made with considerations of what you would have done if you were in my shoes.

I am blessed, for a mom who gave of herself, her youth, her energy to bring me to where I am now. Your love is almost comparable to God’s- so unconditional, selfless and generous. You may not be able to understand what I’m writing, but I am who I am today because of you. I will make you proud. I am also grateful to my dad, who set me a good example since young of how not be become like him in terms of financial responsibility. I will be financially freed.

I am blessed, for the wonderful time I had in Seletar- the friendship formed with men and colleagues. The quality time we spent over coffee during lazy afternoons, over BBQ, booze and company, over the scenic yatch club by the sea we call the Officer’s Mess, over, of course, our wonderful cookhouse and the numerous trips we made around the complex picking fruits, putting out fire, catching snakes and monitor lizards and crabs. There is no other experience like this.

My salute to the many men I had the privilege to lead- all of whom bore the unforgiving weather, my idiosyncrasis and the monotonous duty life. I have special memories with different ones. Your attitude and support has made my job a joyous one.
I am glad to have led responsible men like Haslan, Aden, Ashrudin and Adil a.k.a “teacher“- your stewardship as Shift ICs has kept the platoon together. My deepest respect to all of you. Special mention for Moses my assistant and RSM 1WO Eng Keng Seng. I learnt and grew alot working with you guys. Your committment inspires me to be who I’m called to be.

I am blessed, to have true friends who walked with me through some of the roughest patches this year. Like the man being carried to Jesus by his four friends through the roof, I was living on borrowed faith for months on end. Million thanks to Hardy, Jimmy, Samuel, Yangzheng, JD, Jingting, Irvin, Lijun, Justin, Sherilyn, Shun Ai, Randy, Edmond and many others. Your prayers, fellowship and brotherly/ sisterly love was instrumental for me to move on.

Hardy, thank you for the many nights we spent praying together. Especially those two nights we prayed in Pontianak and the memorial one we had near Kallang Mrt. Of the many visions and dreams, comfort and encouragement I receive from Pa this year, most came from the fellowship and prayers with you. Thank you for being a GIANT. You are so much more than you think you are. Keep expanding your capacity. Enlarge your tent.Thank you for being yourself. Thank you for being concerned about my reputation at any expense. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for being a Jonathan in my life. I am so proud to be your friend. :> We will send 10,000 to flight!

Thank you Sherilyn, for the constant encouragement and willingness to speak life breathing words into me even at the risk of our fellowship. It never fails to amaze me how each rare meeting we had lasted hours but felt like seconds “because we never have to
speak about anything we don’t want to.” I totally enjoy the “occasional outpourings, the chatting (and) hanging out together.” Your leadership showed me a possibility to change a generation. Stay hungry.

Many thanks to Jimmy and E371, for bringing me so much joy and sense of belonging.
Thanks for reaching out to me Jimmy, with prayers and fellowship- and for the fun times we had sunbathing at Sentosa with Samuel and boxing in your room in the middle of the night. :>

To Yangzheng and Jiayi my godsis: thank you for serving God with all your heart and soul. Seeing you duo pouring your life to serve Him week in week out has been an inspiration. It never cease to amaze me how you, Jiayi, can serve God the way you do, for the last 8 years I have known you. I thank God at every rememberance of you. Thank you for bringing me to the House of God. I love you very much. Thank you both for being Faithfulness personified. Part of why I’m able to stay in this Church is because I see the possibility of going all the way for Him- because of you.

I am blessed, to have known you, Vivian- you taught me how to love and be generous with giving. Your life is a testament of God’s abundance. You taught me the value of joy and trust. I have become better, stronger, kinder and more empathatic towards others because of our paths that crossed. Thank you for all the time we spent together and I wish you well from the bottom of my heart.

To Jason my swimming buddy, Erwin, Emiliana and Waifong- thanks for adding much color to my dull and monotonous school life at the country side. Many many thanks to my project mates for bearing with me.

I am blessed, also by the experience I had interviewing Doreen, Ken, Kenneth, Joe and Angelos for SOE earlier this year. These giants stretched my thinking. Much of what I learn about my relationship with money and with others were sharpened by this amazing experience.

I am blessed with my colleagues @ Borders. You are such beautiful people; ever so willing to help and making my work environment fun. The depth of our conversations has really enriched my experience working. Special thanks to my managers, supervisors and friends for bearing with my last minute shift swapping and of course, my now well-known “mishaps” on the PA system. I wouldn’t exchange this experience with anything else on this Christmas season. It’s simply too fun watching you guys work.

Lastly, I am blessed and grateful for you, Kok Koon- the soul that refuses to give up. Thank you for walking with me through this human experience for the last amazing 21 years. May the next 21 years be peppered with greater victories, overflowing joy and successes!

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Sowing and Reaping

Felt the law of the harvest strongest today for the last many weeks.

First, I got back my results. Nothing spectacular as I expected and each subject’s grades came according to my sowing: All passed! Praise God!

Bought something decent for Jason’s birthday today. At a cost which I could barely afford (pretty broke now).
Giving him a good gift mattered to me because I want him to know our relationship mattered.
But just as I reserved the book for pick up @ Kinokuniya, God has already sent His blessings!

Heh. We made our way to Borders so I could pass Latifah some chocolates (another sowing- to thank her for swapping shift) .

In mock anger, Latifah warned me never to do that again. Otherwise, she would not change shift with me ever, she promised.

( I thought that Godiva will do the trick next time if I need a swap. hahaha)

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We were walking out when Guoliang decided to give us (Tholmas and me) a treat at Sakae Sushi. ooohu..

At Sakae, we spared no effort in making sure we tried what we haven’t (or dare not).
We (at least I do) were determined to have a complete Sakae experience.
It cost our friend a hefty $60++!!

How cool is that! Caught up everything about GM over lunch.

Adding to the Sakae-GMSS experience, -on our way to Taka, we met Alvin, Alex and Qiwei. Even at Bugis’ Kino, we saw Jamie.
Talk about the world being small.
Memories of ACJC yesterday and GMSS today. How nostalgic!
And I suspect I’m arranging something for all of us for the New Year Countdown… lol

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Adding to the blessings, I just received a new pair of casual leather shoes from Clarks!
Thanks, Hardy for making my day! I love the shoes totally.

I was making a mental note at Jason’s chalet that I must get a new pair of shoes soon.
My Kickers has been with me for the last 6 years!
It was almost dilapidated (if I could use this word), holes everywhere underneath. Rain water got in before from below. I’m only saying this now..
God must have reminded my dear friend.

Good, quality shoes mattered. I’m touched by your thoughtfulness. :> :>

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I just remembered the many prayers I made to God:

The last Saturday, I gave an offering for a breakthrough in the area of finances and blessings.
God just honored it- this week. My sis is giving me a treat tmr. (guess what?! another chance to sow!)

In fact, even for my exam results, I did not ask for As but that He’d give me grace to pass all my papers because this semester has been particularly trying for me. Both academically, spiritually and emotionally.

For some papers, I literally laid hands and prayed over them in desperation and exasperation at the exam hall. Many didn’t know- I didn’t study as much as I appeared to. God gave me what I didn’t sow in these papers- grace and mercy. Indeed, I reaped what I sowed and did not sow. And I’m so glad that my Father honors His word.

To all those who stood by me during my exam period- I want to say, thanks. Your companionship and encouragement was God’s faithfulness felt.

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My Father, I want to be like You. Thank You for being faithful even when I am not.
Teach me to be more giving and less selfish.
I love the people that you surround me with. The people in the world are so much fun to be with.
Thank You for good irons. They sharpened me well. They demanded nothing except the best in me. More mercy, more grace. Less self righteousness. Less of me. :>

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I love cheesy puffs!

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I love this place!

Just got back from Newton having supper with my colleagues. It was fun!
Our conversation ranged from relationships, marriage, politics, life goals and family.
Quite some depth.

I have grown to love this place and the people.
Had lunch with Kate at Far East before heading to Borders early to shop for a gift for the special someone.
Kate recommended chicken rice which I thought was simply delicious.
She is a very well-groomed lady and quite matured for her age- I found out as I talked to her over our hearty meal.
Great fellowship. Actually, it’s this kind of fellowship i want to have with my other CGM as well.
They are not CGMs. They should grow to become my friends!

Met Julie @ Borders! I was almost jubilant!
Haven seen her for 3 years. As pretty as before.
She’s taking acting in Australia now.
It was just so pleasant to see her. She gave me a hug. :>

Told her how I met Melanie at the same place last week.
And that she was going to meet Mark Tan.
Fond memories of the JC days came back…

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Flying Dutchman (DJ) came down and I was serving Bernard Lim (CNA) at my counter today when their families met each other.

In the past weeks, I have met Daphne Khoo and Tay from triple nine.
I come to believe that working @ Borders was a right decision after all!
People dress up. And many buy things to give. I like the ambience of the place.

I find joy seeing how people would meet and catch up along the aisle. Friends who have not seen each other for years talking with books on their hands.
Such a joy to be around.

Heh. I find even my managers, supervisors and colleagues are such beautiful people. And there are few whom are just so exceptionally nice to look at. They make my life a breeze the moment I step in.

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“the time now is 10p.m. You have 1, (erm..), 2 hours… “ : my colleagues will laugh when they read this..
I shall not explain further. It was amazingly embarrassing.

“kok koon, please call 420″

I almost wanted to kill myself.
But it was still fun anyway!

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Ha.
Special thanks to Nadia and Latifah for swapping shifts with me.
Gee.
Thanks for being my heros.
You saved my day.

I shall end abruptly here.
Tired le. just finished part of my reflections earlier on.
Been writing and editing for a week now.
See it on Christmas!

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Blood, Toil, Tears and Sweat by Winston Churchill, 13 May 1940, The Parliament at Westminister

On Friday evening last I received from His Majesty the mission to form a new administration. It was the evident will of’ Parliament and the nation that this should be conceived on the broadest possible basis and that it should include all parties.

I have already completed the most important part of this task.

A war cabinet has been formed of five members, representing, with the Labour, Opposition, and Liberals, the unity of the nation. It was necessary that this should be done in one single day on account of the extreme urgency and rigor of events. Other key positions were filled yesterday. I am submitting a further list to the king tonight. I hope to complete the appointment of principal ministers during tomorrow.

The appointment of other ministers usually takes a little longer. I trust when Parliament meets again this part of my task will be completed and that the administration will be complete in all respects. I considered it in the public interest to suggest to the Speaker that the House should be summoned today. At the end of today’s proceedings, the adjournment of the House will be proposed until May 21 with provision for earlier meeting if need be. Business for that will be notified to MPs at the earliest opportunity.

I now invite the House by a resolution to record its approval of the steps taken and declare its confidence in the new government.

The resolution:

“That this House welcomes the formation of a government representing the united and inflexible resolve of the nation to prosecute the war with Germany to a victorious conclusion.”

To form an administration of this scale and complexity is a serious undertaking in itself. But we are in the preliminary phase of one of the greatest battles in history. We are in action at many other points-in Norway and in Holland-and we have to be prepared in the Mediterranean. The air battle is continuing, and many preparations have to be made here at home.

In this crisis I think I may be pardoned if I do not address the House at any length today, and I hope that any of my friends and colleagues or former colleagues who are affected by the political reconstruction will make all allowances for any lack of ceremony with which it has been necessary to act.

I say to the House as I said to ministers who have joined this government, I have nothing to offer but blood, toil, tears, and sweat. We have before us an ordeal of the most grievous kind. We have before us many, many months of struggle and suffering.

You ask, what is our policy? I say it is to wage war by land, sea, and air. War with all our might and with all the strength God has given us, and to wage war against a monstrous tyranny never surpassed in the dark and lamentable catalogue of human crime. That is our policy.

You ask, what is our aim? I can answer in one word. It is victory. Victory at all costs – Victory in spite of all terrors – Victory, however long and hard the road may be, for without victory there is no survival.

Let that be realized. No survival for the British Empire, no survival for all that the British Empire has stood for, no survival for the urge, the impulse of the ages, that mankind shall move forward toward his goal.

I take up my task in buoyancy and hope. I feel sure that our cause will not be suffered to fail among men. I feel entitled at this juncture, at this time, to claim the aid of all and to say, “Come then, let us go forward together with our united strength

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